Postpone lagi..........

I should be working now and not sit by the pc and type new post..
Well, I postpone it again..
Something came up in this 3days..

Wednesday afternoon, I was told by my friend to check the M'sia's Public Service website.. The result for PTD's interview posted today.. And I checked..

Yippee!!! Alhamdulillah, I passed the interview!! I was jumping for joy, told Ma and Pa and a few close frens..

But, next day, my happiness melt like a small cube of ice being place at the Sahara desert..
The Public Service officer told me that I wont get an appointed letter
because I already received one for the Food Tech post.. That's their policy, the computer wont print an appointed letter because they were programmed that way..I was disappointed...

I'm disappointed because of the sistem they made..
I'm disappointed because the so-called 'good' system arent link to each other and why the h*** did they called me for an interview and let me passed if they wont appoint me??!!!!! Giving me False hope...

If I knew this would happen from the beginning, I wont go through all the hardship and went to work a month ago..

But I still wrote an appeal letter to the Public Service regarding my situation whether I can change from Food Tech post to PTD. I work my a** off for this one, and I deserve it because I pass the interview.
The result can b known around next week..
I was advised not to report duty today and postpone it a few days more
until everything settles..

It was a buzy day, yesterday..Informing JAKIM that I had to postpone for another few days was the hardest.It took me more than an hour to plan my words carefully.. But the boss wasnt in..I spoke to one of the officer and he asked me to write a letter and fax it today..

I wonder, what is the 'hikmah' behind all that happened..