Mr.Joe yang rajin..

Koleksi gambar2..

Dinner protein sahaja.. Cian Mr.Joe datang, die yang kene bakar ayam n pelbagai lagi.. Hehehe.. You're de best, Mr.Joe dear..

Mr.Joe n Che' Put (Sis Yana's kitty cat yang sangat cute)

April is over

"Watpe tu"

"Wat payment"

"Huh"

"Via m2u"

"Beli baju lagi la tu"

"Baju2 lame nak discard, ni baju untuk jadi isteri"

"Yo lah"

Ehehehe, Mr.Joe bengang. Promise, this is the last. Bought a white long cardigan, a t-shirt blouse and a long vintage skirt which cost less than RM40 altogether.

Pssst, and I bought a DKNY Be Delicious for only RM20 a week ago. Barang rampas and it's lid is broken a bit. Bila spray kena hati2. If nak spray kat leher, make sure posisi betol n tak terspray ke telinga. Memang barang baik punye. Ori DKNY yang tahan selama 8 jam..

April is the month to pamper meself. I've had enough spending my paycheck this month. Phew..

As for birthday, Mr.Joe fetched me at home with a bouquet of flowers and a cute kitty cat underneath the seat yesterday. Mr.Joe was clueless about buying me a pressie. He said I already have everything I need in this world. So he gave me an option to choose anything I want and he'll pay. It's like been given a blank check, just fill in the figures and cash it.. Havent thought of anything, just yet.. Anyway, that diamond ring on the display at Habib is really nice, hmmm...

Latest edition to my collection

The family and I dined out that night. Stuffed ourselves with satays and ABC. Gile kenyang, balik tu tido. Mane perut tak naik jadi 7kg.

Bro Wan and I

Sis Yanti, Hubby and Shaqil

Beloved Ma and Pa

I really couldnt believe myself that I am now 25 years of age. Anyway, I got a lot of,

"Form berape sekarang?"

from the honourable relatives of mine whom I met like maybe just once a year during hari raya. The same ol' ques even how thick the make-up I was using

Ah, I took that as a compliment =)

~Happy Birthday to me.. Pray that I'll live long enough to celebrate my birthday with my Mr.Joe next year and a year after that, year after that, year after that.......

Hoping for a better week..

In a few days, I will reach 25 years old. I have lived life for one quarter of century.. What have I achieved in that period of time.. What have I prepared for a better life in the world of eternity.. Seriously, I am not prepared at all..

I slept last night thinking and recalling the life I've been through.. All these while, I've wasted my precious life. I have done nothing to improve it from day to day. And I couldn't help myself from crying. I was really grateful when I opened my eyes this morning because I was still lying on my comfy bed. WanMot was nowhere to be seen. I remembered ditching him last night. Well, hmm..

It still amazes me up till now when Ma always knew everything. I cant hide anything from her. It's like she's been given a gift from God. She looked at me this morning, "Gaduh ker?". I gave her a weak smile, kissed and hugged her then dashed to the car.

"Hati2 drive. Jangan bawa laju2. Ingat Allah selalu. Gaduh2 kecik tu biaselah."

Thanx Ma. Well, it's true, gaduh kecik2 ni biase la kan. We always quarreled and managed to get back together in not more than 2 days..
Trying not to think so much about it, I took the MR2 road when I saw the cars were piling up towards Jalan Kuching.

Damn, ade eksiden plak kat split ke Karak Highway tu. Cursing all the way.. @#$%^&*(*(&^%$.
MR2 ni pantang jalan clear, mesti ade pemandu2 giler yang drive laju nak mampus tak ingat kubur. I got stranded there for 30 mins. Rasa macam nak bukak tingkap and cakap kat pemandu tu, lainkali bawa la keta laju2 lagi. menyusahkan orang je tau tak. @#$%^&*!!!!! Tapi tak cakap pun. Dalam hati ni, Ingat Allah, ingat Allah..

Then, there was another accident near the split to Putrajaya to the left, Uniten going straight and Bangi to the right. I was in the middle, a red Kenari came from the left signaled to the right towards UNITEN, a Wira sedan came from the right signaled to the left. Both of them nearly collided but a motorcycle didnt manage to escape and it fell. It happened right in front of my very eyes. If I were to drive a bit faster, I wouldn't manage to brake on time and I may have hit the 2 Indonesian guys..

I swerved to the left and headed to Putrajaya with a rapid thumping heart.. Sorry mate, couldn't stop to help. Arriving only a minute late. I would've arrived on time if this stupid car didn't take my parking spot.Again, #$%^&*((&%$!!!!!

It's only Monday and this is definitely not a good start..

Am taking leave tomorrow. Sis Yanti will arrive from Oz early tomorrow morning. I miss her so much. And I have so much to share with her.. And I miss my dear nephew, Shaqil. I miss having tiny people around the house..

I wish I can take leave for a week...

Things I hate about myself..

Familiar with the term "Kerana mulut, badan binasa" ?

I get myself into trouble because this big fat mouth of mine. I like to talk, and many of times, words were spoken out without the mind doing the thinking.. And many hearts were hurt.. I've tried to be extra careful with every word I was about to say but I ended up talking less. When I did think too much, I didn't feel like talking at all.. I tried to listen more but I ended having monologues and I heard nothing from the other party. My mind will wandered around while the other party kept on talking.. In the end, I'm not being the chatty ol' me..

I used to be a girl with a vengeance. I wanted people to hurt like how I was hurt. I stayed silent when people were saying their sorry. I wanted them to suffer begging for my forgiveness. But as I grew older, nothing is more satisfying than having to hear people said their sorry..

I learned that it takes a lot of guts to utter that simple word. Saying sorry shows how remorseful and miserable they feel. And I don't feel the needs to say anything else because deep inside their hearts, they've learned the lesson. The hatred surrounded my heart melted like the ice under the hot sun when people delivered that word especially when it came from the one I love so dearly. I needed to say nothing more.

As much as I hate seeing people begging for my forgiveness, I wish not to put myself in that place. Begging is for slaves and I am no slave. I didn't say that 5-letter-word if I didn't feel the grief. The word were expressed when I really, really meant it. I had learned the lesson and I prayed not to repeat it. And even if I did, it was unintentionally. Accept me for who I am. People make mistake because none of us is perfect..

It's Sunday and at Putrajaya

I am typing this entry at Mr.Joe's office. Mr.Joe had to work this morning. His Department will launch a big event tomorrow. So he brought me here with him and later we can still catch a movie.

This is my 2nd time here. The 1st was last Friday when Mr.Joe had to stay back so he brought me here while he did his work and I was busy snapping pictures. His office is huge. Boleh buat sideroll 5 pusingan badan. Tapi kerusi die tak best, keras. Sangat tak selesa untuk tido.

Ah, bosannye..
I brought my work along.. Daa, I'm off to do my work too..

Untitled

"Lulus"

"Huh?"

"Spaghetti"

"Tak pedas ke. Pastu cam manis sangat tak?"

"Ok je. Sedap. Tq baby"

hihihihihi.. Senyum meleret sengsorang baca sms..
Mr.Joe cakap tak sedap, konfem aku merajuk kan.. heeee

Play cook #2

Ah, ofis blackout lagi.. I'm so fed up, it's so frequent these days.. Nasib baik hanya lampu tak menyala.. I am typing in the dark..

Anyway, I am now eating my breakfast cooked by myself. *clap hands* Yup, I woke up early and made my own and Mr.Joe's breakfast for 2 days already.. Ma and Pa went to Perak on Monday to send Bro Wan for his interview at UTP and stayed overnight.. And they arrived late last night.

Today is spaghetti.. I cooked spaghetti last night for my dinner and I heated it this morning.. But my spaghetti is very pedas. I innovated the recipe and put in cili padi to make it extra hot. However it turned out extra peri-peri hot.. I like it tapi mesti Mr.Joe merah2 telinga masa makan.. hee..

When it comes to cooking, I am truly, deeply, extremely malas. 2years back, before Kamini, (Sis Yanie's maid) came, I was only malas. I still cooked a little bit everyday. But now, it's so severe.. I only cooked when there's nothing to eat or Ma fell sick and she cant cooked. only then I'll cook. On the normal ground, I just help Ma in the kitchen....doing the cleaning thing..heee

Give me all the cleaning work to me, I'll make it squeaky clean but if you gave me a ladle and a cooking pot, ah, that's when I'll scratch my head yang tidak gatal.

Talking about spaghetti, I remember at Suzy's wedding, Akmal and I were discussing about how expensive to get married these days and Akmal said, "Why cant we have spaghetti served during the wedding, I'm sure it'll be much cheaper"

I think so tooo :)

Meetings and food

Meetings with Datuk mean good food are served.

When we ordered meehoon, you can see huge prawns. As for dessert, expensive and colourful fruits like grapes, kiwi, cherry, mango and dragonfruit. Ah, really mouth watering I tell you. Tak makan rugi and some of the members of the meeting can manage to eat 2 plates. However, today was a disaster when the person in charged accidentally forgot to place the order.

I freaked-out this morning..

What to do, what to do and kept calling Mr.Joe.

Relax.
Relax. Mr.Joe said.

In the end, we were served sandwiches, cold samosa and a plate of honeydew. Ordered from the cafe downstairs.

The moment I stepped into the meeting room,

Suraya, what is this. Mana meehoon or nasi goreng..

Aiyak.. You came here for meeting or to eat???

Well, everyone must be so hungry because the meeting ended with empty plates on the table. Hmm, the brains must be working so hard preparing for Datuk's meeting..

Tagged #6

I just got off a very stressful meeting.. I need air..

Tagged by Liyana

5 Things..

5 things in my bag:
Handbag I supposed

1. Homekeys
2. Handphone
3. Wallet
4. Make-up bag
5. Camera

5 things in my wallet:

1. Money
2. Driving License
3. ATM Card
4. Credit Card
5. IC

5 favourite things in my bedroom:

1. The tv set
2. 2 big mirrors
3. A soft toy teddy named WanMOT which I like punched when we had a fight (lepas geram.hee)
4. My bed
5. My laptop

5 things I wish to do

1. Get married
2. Buy a house
3. Decorate the house
4. Quit my job
5. Get myself into business and make tonnes of money

5 things I’m doing now

1. Munching twisties
2. Updating my pending task.. (Fuh banyak gila kerje..hehehe..)
3. Counting minutes to go home
4. Daydreaming (kerje banyak pun daydreaming)
5. Counting minutes for lunch (makan burger for breakfast pun tak cukup. My brain must be working very hard to consume such energy. hee)

Get back to work...

Short story

Mr.Joe masih dalam meeting walhal jam dah pukul 6.30pm.

Sejak ade camera baru ni kan, asyik nak snap gambar je. Jadi saja gatal snap gambar meja ofis yang menjerit-jerit kecil menyuruh saya buat 5S.




Gara-gara terlewat keluar minit mesyuarat, maklum balas tak mendapat sambutan. Lantak lah (Boleh tak camtu?)

Sebab semua orang dah nak balik, saya terpaksa keluar ofis jugak. Banyak sangat cerita seram berlaku kat ofis Aras 4 tu. Pack2 barang, tunggu Mr.Joe kat luar sambil main Diner Dash dalam handphone.

Tiba2, hujan turun, masuk balik tunggu kat sofa lobi utama bersama driver2. Lantaklah (lagi sekali) dan continue main Diner Dash.

Aiyo, dah nak pukul 7 ni. Sms Mr.Joe jap, Chairman tak solat ke, ayat bisa-berbisa. Ntahlar diorang ni .

Mendengus2 sambil main Diner Dash balik. Beberapa minit kemudian, dah bosan main Diner Dash. Dah bergerak 1 level yang sangat susah.

Apelar start meeting pukul 5.30. Tahu tak hari Jumaat ialah hari semuorang pulang awal. Ada yang nak balik kampung, ada yang plan nak tengok movie midnight, ada yang plan nak tido awal sebab esok nak gi jogging. Merampuih2 saya menunggu Mr.Joe. Tak marah Mr.Joe, marah Chairman meeting die. Sian Mr.Joe, kejap2 sms,
-Ok tak tu?
-Tunggu kat dalam tau, jangan tunggu luar.
-Jap nak abis dah.
-Jap nak abis dah.
-Jap nak abis dah. (Bape kali daaaa)

Pukul7.30, dah gelap. Hujan turun lebat, kilat, guruh.

Mr.Joe tepon. "Dah abis dah"

Then, baru teringat Bro Wan soh bawak balik cop. Camne nih, taknak masuk sorang2. Malas nak tunggu Mr. Joe temankan.

Masa Night Walk Modul Bomba, boleh jer jalan 2 km dalam estet getah disinari cahaya bulan dengan memakai helmet Bomba yang busuk. Oleh itu, ku gagahi jua masuk ke ofis berhantu itu. Bila lagi nak test power kan.

Cis, ofis gelap gelita. Takut, berlari2 ke tempat suis lampu. Berlari2 ke cubicle, ambil cop n berlari2 tutup suis. Fuh, selamat keluar dari ofis tanpa sebarang weird encounter.

Keluar2, Mr.Joe dah menunggu kat luar lobi.

Dah amik cop ker?
Dah. Terus berlalu masuk kereta konon2 merajuk sebab kena tunggu lame.
Hehe.

Tapi tak merajuk lama pun. Masa nak solat Maghrib kat Surau Presint 16, Mr.Joe hampir jatuh tergelincir kat surau. Tak tahan nak gelak lar.. heeee

Shopaholic

I guess, girlfriends were pestering their boyfriends to tag along watching The Confession of a Shopaholic last month. A chick-flick which I have no desire to watch. I have a few of the novels at home and I never read the synopsis at the back. I heard Sis Yanti told me about how this woman goes nut when it comes to shopping. I say that woman is insane. It is just not that entertaining to watch a woman making a fool of herself about shopping. Well, I like man to view us as intellectual and organized in managing money..hee

Anyway, I like to spend money when April lurks in. It's like pampering myself for my birthday. So I bought a camera, some clothes and this expensive book from Reader's Digest. I love the book so much. I will put an entry about it later.

Oh well, I wish Malaysia is like US or most of the Europe countries where you can shop and return the item to get your money back if you didn't like the item you bought. Car*efour is doing it. I returned items many of times and I got a full refund. Ju*co is implementing it too but you have to exchange with other item and it wont give money refund.

If only all the shops in Malaysia are implementing it, I'll wear new clothes every week.

I'm free..

Yep, I'm free from being the secretariat of the most fearsome meeting in this Ministry. Seriously it is. When that time comes, every member of the meeting is so intense. I gave them the one year planned schedule meetings and it seems like they find ways to skip themselves with something else from attending the meeting.

It was a good experience listening to all the top guns discussing serious matters regarding the Ministry. I get to know 1st hand all the latest news. I get to learn how all these JUSAs and 54s counter-act bombastic questions from Mr.Chairman. I observed all these bosses and for 3 months now, I respect some but I was disappointed with several as well. If this is my core job, I dont mind doing it. I get to eat VIP's food during the meeting and hearing Mr.Chairman addressing me as Cik Suraya as if I'm a very important person there.

Well, I have my core job to attend to.. DPA 2/2008 will be over in 2 weeks. And I'm relieved. I will have time to "5S" my cubicle. Seriously, it looks like jungle of papers in here..

I heard someone told me that when a PTD reaches M52, he/she needs to decide whether he wants to specialize in management or finance. I'm deciding now, I want to do finance. I love controlling money.. ($$$$$$$$)

~ The bosses must be cursing me now. Next meeting is on Monday morning. I sent the minutes this morning and the maklumbalas are to be sent before 5 today.. hehehe..

Dgn kamera baru..

Tujuan muka disengetkan dan tangan diletakkan di dagu adalah trick menyembunyikan double chin yang huge..

Ni lar tempat yang dihabiskan dari jam 7.30 pagi hingga 5.30 petang.. Makin lama makin banyak fail.. Tak sabar nak dapat bilik.. Renovation dalam proses..

~Dapat Menteri sama... Dedi Izanee dapat balik Menteri nya.. Ihik

New toy

Yippee..
So I bought a new gadget today!!
While the seller is walking towards her sanctuary, I'm blogging an entry. I was thinking whether I should or should not upload the photo of my sweet seller.. hehehehe

I'm so happy because it was a very2 good deal and it came from someone very dear..

You can come n visit it ok..

Back to work Yaya and stop meddling with that new toy.. You have all the time in the world later when you get back from work..

Anyway, I'm having second thoughts on buying C902 now. What's the point of paying 5MP camera for a handphone if you already have a good camera eh?

2-3months used C902 are selling around RM650 to RM700.. Hmm, I'm letting Mr.Joe to decide since he's paying for it.. hee..

The price of gold closed at RM100.89/gram on 7th April.. Can't you go any lower??

~My digi camera is so cute!!!

Gone

I looked up at the sky while Mr.Joe is driving. When I saw a flock of birds flying freely, I can't help myself but wishing that I have wings and able to fly to some place so far away from home.

For 25 years, I have never left home more than a month.I have never felt the sadness of leaving home for months or maybe years.. And no one has ever cried of not having me at home for a long period of time..

Yaya's always at home. She's like the home guardian. Everyone comes and goes but she stays..

Therefore, I sometimes wonder, how's it like not having me at home. What if I suddenly gone. Will anyone misses me...

Blamed

People mask themselves with their best behaviour.

But when they're under stress, that's when you can see them at their ugliest side.

They tend to blame others, put other people's pants on fire as long as they're safe. I say these people are cowardice.. too bad, the world has so many of them..

Food is heaven..

Almost 2 years ago, I can manage to held myself from eating and lived on a vegie diet for 2 months plus a session of 4km jog on the treadmill n 40 minutes aerobic. I woke up at 6.30 (that time I was an honourably unemployed), I started my day with a slice of bread and a small cup of coffee before I started my jogging session while watching TV.

And now, I can't hardly bring myself to do even a 30 minutes Trim Your Body Fat Zones and I ate like a p**. I hate my big fat tummy and the difficulties to put on my pants (the pants when I was slimmer). Man I'm so fat.. 2 weeks ago, my Ministry did this BMI thing and my BMI increases by 2.3. Yeah, still in normal range but I want my old BMI.

I love food and I hate to see food wasted and thrown inside the bin. You can asked Mr.Joe, there wasn't a time that I'd never finished my meal. I think this may be one of the reason why I cant cut down my calorie intake.

I can hear those tiny voices, "Eat all your food, eat all your food. The Palestinians live in hunger and you're wasting food. How selfish and ungrateful" each time I tried to leave all those food on the plate.

Getting married in 4 months, I really need to lose all these jigglies..hahaha.. And Mr.Joe joked at me about my tummy weighs 7kgs.. heh..

More money, haih...

My digital camera is broken.. The flash goes too bright and I can't even take any outdoor pictures.. I bought the camera in 2006.. And it only lasted for less than 3 years.. *sigh*

If it's worth fixing, I'll fix it and cont using. If it's not, then I need to save monthly to buy a new one.. A DSLR? I still prefer a compact digital camera which I can put in my handbag or Mr.Joe pockets.

And I think I need to change my handphone immediately. I think the phone has trouble capturing signals making it annoyingly hard to reach..

Then Mr.Joe said: Nak camera ke Handphone utk hantaran ni??

Emmm, tak tahu nak respon ape.. hehehe.. sebab nak dua2.. heh


Abg Hadi, this is the answer to your ques:
iPhone is too expensivo lar.. I go for a fridge and I am now eyeing on SE C902.. That phone should be good enough for a non-IT-savvy like I am *wink*

It's now April

How time flies.. It's now April n I'm turning 25 in a few weeks.. *hint*

March was a busy month for me.. Had to organize a 5 day workshop at PD.. Alhamdulillah everything went well. It was a good experience for me.. Running back and forth wearing 3 inches heels organizing 72 participants .. gila!

Anyway, TBR isn't a good place to do a workshop or courses.. Family day, yes but other than that which only needs rooms and seminar hall, better find other hotels which don't include maintenance fee for it's big swimming pool on the bill..

I was not satisfied with lots of things especially when the employees were bickering so near to us and we cant help but listen to them. If you want to blame each other, please do it somewhere else and not at 2metres away from your customers.. It made us feel so uncomfortable..

Mama and Bro Wan came on the 3rd day and we enjoyed ourselves in the pool, playing Frisbee and experienced fish spa. Well, I just realize that my hydrophobia is getting worse when I cant even dive at all. I got panic when there's so much water on my face. I tried to swim but I cant.. I was so scared of the water even though it was only at waist high.

Mama really enjoyed fish spa. She screamed a bit when the fish first touched her feet and everyone near us came to watch. heh.. But after a while, she likes it so much and she did fish spa again the next day. The fish were huge! Not the tiny little thing we see hear in KL..

So, I am now back at the office. There's a new PSU reporting when we were all at PD.. He's stationed in the Unit that takes care of TKSU(K)'s monthly meeting.. It's time for me to give back this task.. Ah, I can't wait to get myself free from this thing..