Not a cheery note..

I think I have had worked my as* off last year. Apart from my own kerja hakiki, I had to tanggung kerja for 6 months of 3 different officers. 2 out of that 6 months, I did it for free because that officer is from a different scheme. Then, I was the secretary for this particular meeting for 4 months, with 3 meetings each month. Too many meeting's minutes, I had to bring home to settle it. I have 47 hospitals under my wing to take care of. Then I'm in the KESKEB committee.

However, I was told today that my total LNPT marks does not reach 'certain level' eventhough my 1st evaluator gave me quite high marks. No, I dont mind been given that marks, but I was not sattisfied when my colleague of same unit whom has half the number of the hospitals than mine to take care of, had maternity leave for 2 months, went back home on time every day, was given higher marks.

I am indeed dissapointed..

The blame is not on that colleague of mine. She's nice, the closest friend I have here whom I always pour my heart into other than Lin. She's not the type that would say nice things to the boss in order to please her but I cant stop thinking what I did wrong to deserve such marks. What did I do less than my colleague?

I wish she had called each and everyone of us WHY she gave what she gave. At least I know why I deserved such marks..

No, I wasnt expecting an APC. I dont deserve an APC just yet. But I did work very hard last year. However it's sweet to hear my 1st evaluator said I deserve better marks, and if she knew this would happened, she would've given higher..

Thanx boss.. I'll work harder this year..

Joe's in Malacca. Argh, I have to iron my own clothes.. >_<