Letting it go

A day passed by, I started to forget about the "special gift" they called teguran secara halus and accepting it as a joke. Thought of buying a frame and hang it at the new office. OK, not funny.

After giving much thought, I'm not going to privatise my blog. Why should I? But I'll be more careful so that people can't use it against me.

God is Great, I accidentally 'stumbled' into one of the gang's blog. And she kutuk me just as bad as she thinks I kutuk her. If she thinks I'm wrong for writing it up then so does she because she did exactly the same in her blog.

Thought of printing it up and left it on her table. But nah, if I did that, I'm as shallow as she is. I have class (eventhough she said I'm a stupid fella).

It's funny when they thought I "judged" them by listening to one side of a one-day story only. I have ears and eyes yo. I observed and analysed their behaviours for the past 3 years. What about their multiple "info-sharing" sessions during Friday break when they thought I was not in my cubicle (masa tu takde bilik lagi), the incomplete work, the signature forgery, the unnecessary high tone voice when you spoke to your boss (just because you had problems at home), how you kept on talking on the phone with your friends eventhough your boss was right under you nose waiting for you to stop chit chatting, and many more to list out.. Can't that be taken into account too?

And have they ever thought why they were transferred from one unit to another?

I can be a very mean boss if you want me too.

If I'm that evil and hate the subordinates so much, I can give my subordinates 70 for LNPT, I can persuade the boss to lodge a police report when someone forged her signature and I don't give a shite what happened next, I won't let my subordinates take leave when we are in a very tight schedule or let them leave the office when they have personal stuff to attend to, I can force my subordinates to follow me organize an outstation meeting or make them stay back even-though they have small kids to be taken care off, I can do many other mean things and be the I-don't-care boss.

But I had not, I chose not to and I had been too lenient to them instead. But this is what I get in return. Thank you very much. If you think I have not been a very good boss, then have you ever reflected yourself whether you are a very perfect subordinates?

I had experienced having the best subordinates when I covered another unit's work. Oh my, they are the best of the best and how I wish I can bring them along with me. Keep up the excellence work guys.

At 27, insyaAllah I will have another 29 years to go in service. And who knows, I may be your boss again? When that time comes, you'll see a different me. I won't be that naive little girl anymore.

To whom it may concern, good luck with your new boss. He is my friend. An Indian guy. Don't worry, I tak menghasut dia apa2, I just told him to be very, very, very stern with you guys (he doesn't have a clue why). Is that a warning? Some sort of. Hahaha. All the best ya.