Food is heaven..

Almost 2 years ago, I can manage to held myself from eating and lived on a vegie diet for 2 months plus a session of 4km jog on the treadmill n 40 minutes aerobic. I woke up at 6.30 (that time I was an honourably unemployed), I started my day with a slice of bread and a small cup of coffee before I started my jogging session while watching TV.

And now, I can't hardly bring myself to do even a 30 minutes Trim Your Body Fat Zones and I ate like a p**. I hate my big fat tummy and the difficulties to put on my pants (the pants when I was slimmer). Man I'm so fat.. 2 weeks ago, my Ministry did this BMI thing and my BMI increases by 2.3. Yeah, still in normal range but I want my old BMI.

I love food and I hate to see food wasted and thrown inside the bin. You can asked Mr.Joe, there wasn't a time that I'd never finished my meal. I think this may be one of the reason why I cant cut down my calorie intake.

I can hear those tiny voices, "Eat all your food, eat all your food. The Palestinians live in hunger and you're wasting food. How selfish and ungrateful" each time I tried to leave all those food on the plate.

Getting married in 4 months, I really need to lose all these jigglies..hahaha.. And Mr.Joe joked at me about my tummy weighs 7kgs.. heh..