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Showing posts with label Stay-up and Panda Eyes. Show all posts

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Hai, nama saya Suraya, saya orang Melayu.

Ini saya 22 tahun dulu. Ini gambar passport saya semasa hendak ke Kuching. Masa tu nak ke Kuching kena pakai passport. Tapi saya masih di bawah ibu saya. Ayah saya ditempatkan ke sana, maka saya tinggal di sana selama hampir 2 tahun.

Yer, saya tahu, sejibik muka amoi comel kan. heh
Siapa nak tahu muka Yaya Jr. macam mana, macam ni lar kot. Gene mata sepet tu dominan. Mesti kekal punyalah :)

Hujung tahun 1989, kami pindah ke Selayang. Darjah 1 saya masuk sekolah, darjah 2, pindah ke sekolah lain sebab dah beli rumah yang mana saya tinggal sekarang, darjah 3 pindah lagi ke sekolah yang lebih dekat dengan rumah. Jadi saya merasa menjadi pelajar baru 2 kali.

Untuk 2 kali jadi pelajar baru tu, saya tak suka. Tak suka sebab kena memperkenal diri di depan kelas. Lepas tu, rakan2 di kelas tu akan berbisik2 mengumpat saya ni orang Cina ke orang Melayu.

Masa darjah 1, hari pertama masuk sekolah, kelas saya takde orang Cina. Sayalah budak Cina itu, memakai pinafore dan rambut ikat 2. Saya takde kawan. Stress, esok tu taknak pergi sekolah.

Darjah 2, hari pertama masuk sekolah, terkejut sebab saya je yang pakai pinafore, yang lain pakai baju kurung. Stress, esok tu tak nak pergi sekolah sebab takde baju kurung.

Darjah 3, hari pertama masuk sekolah, ramai pulak yang pakai pinafore, saya je yang pakai baju kurung. Budak baru, masih tiada kawan. Ada seorang budak perempuan ni tanya nama saya beberapa kali dan untuk kali ke berapa entah, saya tinggi suara, "Nama saya Suraya!" Lepas tu terus yang lain2 ingat saya garang. Stress juga, esok tak nak pergi sekolah. hee

Kawan2 bermula darjah 3 inilah masih kekal berhubung sehingga hari ini.

Siapa hebat, teka yang mana saya.

Masa zaman sekolah, kita nak cepat-cepat membesar. Bila dah dewasa, kita impikan untuk kembali ke zaman kanak2..

Habis, itu je nak cerita..

Friday, 13 February 2009

The never ending work..

I felt like breaking down and cry when I was so stressed out on work. The next meeting is on Monday, and there are a few more maklumbalas I have not yet received. Then this person sent an email saying that the maklumbalas should be sent earlier for them to answer. Well, I sent on 3 working days before the meeting. It should be sufficient enough to answer unless you are not doing your job after the meeting therefore you are unable to respond to it.

I only have 8 working days after the previous meeting. And I have my own and this other officer's work I need to attend to. These people don't like excuses. Excuses are unacceptable even how busy you are. When you were given a task, by hook or by crook, you just have to complete it.. sigh

Sabar, sabar.. Ni dugaan..

I know............

I miss my Uni years.. With nothing to worry about other than finishing the assignments and getting good grades. Woke up in the morning and went to class.. Adegan berlari mengejar bas sebab kami takde kereta, terlepas bas memang jawabnya tak masuk kelas lar.. Met up with friends and had our lunch.. Went to the library to study or just for a place to take a nap between classes.. Went for the seniors' or our coursemates' food sensory testing. Went to pasar malam for dinner or had our dinner at nearby stall.. Watched TV together in our so-called apartment. Cooked sahur during Ramadhan.. The scholarship money is good enough for the whole semester to last. No worries about that.. I wish i could turn back time and repeat the whole thing again..

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

Not enough..

While I was driving this morning, I heard from the radio that sex education during PLKN will be revised.

Generally, the purpose of sex education is to prevent the increasing case of illegal abortion and abandoning babies in the trash.. However, the community concerns that the education alone won't be enough to prevent all these problems. It will only induce the sex activity among the teenagers without getting preggie.

I learned that particular education from my secondary syllabus. No, my parents never thought me anything about this at all. I was 1st introduced to that thing during Form3's Science subject. It got deeper when I learn Biology.

My Biology teacher even asked the female students to draw the male's reproduction system and vice versa. She showed us condom, the birth control pills, how IUD is done. Tapi takla sampai tahap menyarungkan kondom pada pisang seperti dalam cerita Never Been Kissed ;)

Then it got more complicated when learning Biology during Matrix where I never got an A for that subject. Anyway, for those who don't take Biology for SPM, they still learn that in their SPM's Science subject. I had flipped through the science book and I discovered that Science subject for art students is just a combination of Physics, Chemistry and Biology subjects.

The sex education is already in the syllabus. The male and female reproduction system, how women get preggie, knowing the STDs, ways to control pregnancy, ways to conceive. Everyone learns that. It was just not called Sex Education.

The sad thing about this is, it happens among the Malay, the so-called Muslim..

Nauzubillah hi minzalik..

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

Dah hari Rabu...

Ni bukan blog time ngulat.. Tapi tgh blur nak buat minit ceraian.. Take a break jap..

Tak sangka dah ari Rabu and hari ke10 kite puasa.. Hari ni saya 1st day puase.. *wink*
Kena awal and akhir Ramadhan, banyak lagi kene ganti ni tahun ni.. Saya sangat lapar.. Biskut Iko dlm drawer pun nampak sungguh yummy2..Sebab 1st day puase kan, asyik nk capai botol air je bile dahaga.. Help!!

Bile tgk chocolate chip cookies kt Facebook pun boleh terliur..
Saya sgt suke chocolate chip cookies.. Tesis final year saya pun pasal chocolate chip cookies..
Penggunaan Pengganti Lemak dan Pengganti Gula dalam Produk Biskut..
Turn out die sangat tak best.. Biskut jd sgt kering.. Guna lah chocolate chip yg paling mahal di dunia pn, biskut tu tetap tak sedap.. Anyway, saya ade penemuan baru.. Chipsmore yang lemau, chip coklat die lebih melt in your mouth.. tak caye, cube try test...

~Ramadhan tahun depan dah bkn lagi dgn Mama and Papa.. kene fikir menu sahur and berbuka.. Aiyak!

Friday, 18 May 2007

Hero-hero course saya..

Only 3 Malay males Food Science Course batch 2003/2004
Idham, Abe Fadhli, Bakri..
Miss u guys lar..

Monday, 7 May 2007

Being independent..

Bro Wan registered at his new school last Friday..
I nearly came to tears when he hugged me that morning..
Can't believe my baby brother is living on his own in boarding school..
Can't imagine him washing and folding his own clothes (which he never did when he was at home)..

I went to school with him eversince he was in standard 1 while I was in form2 until I finished secondary.. He was the reason why I was always late to school..
And I was the one who sent and fetched him to afternoon religious school until he managed to go there on his own..
At that time, there were times I thought him as a burden but once he is no longer depending on me, I just missed him terribly..

We (Ma and I) went to visit him yesterday. Luckily, the traffic was smooth sailing..
Seeing him among the crowd of students, he looks so small and innocent..
He said he's getting on with his new life there. He studied until 2am (he never did that. He played game until 2am) because term exam is coming up this Wednesday and he has a lot to catch up if he doesn't want to end up in the last class..

Again, Ma came to tears when it was time for us to go back..
Ma gives himn an option. If he doesn't feel happy staying there, he can always ask to go back.
So, if he stays there, I'm the only product of a daily school..

Doesn't really matter now..
Daily school or boarding school, I've finished my degree and I am now working.

Thursday, 26 April 2007

1 year ago..

1 year ago,
At this time around, I was with my coursemates at Alamanda having lunch and feeling amazed at Zaidi Omar's six pack who was by the way standing next to us...
We just got back from our interviews at Parcel C...
A day before that was my last final paper, Pemakanan Untuk Kitaran Hidup.. Prof Suriah won't be proud with my answers.. oooppppsss

Oh, I miss my lecturers terribly..
I miss dozing off in classes especially when it was raining outside..
I miss burning the midnight oil on my bunk bed memorizing the functions of vitamins, food acts, Food preservative, food microbes etc and coffee was my life..

I miss going to seksyen 1's BBB pasar malam deciding what to eat for dinner, should I or should I not buy kebab melawati that week..
I miss wearing my lab coat and pretending I'm a geek scientist discovering a new formula on how to kill all the fat in one's body other than liposuction..
I miss sleeping in the afternoon after a long day of classes and lab..
Overall, I just miss being a student with nothing to worry about except getting A's for exams..

~tapi tak rindu dekat orang2 admin UKM

Friday, 23 February 2007

Where I'm supposed to be

Bahagian Keselamatan dan Kualiti Makanan

This is where I'm suppose to be working.. Suddenly, I miss doing Food Science stuff.. :(

Friday, 17 November 2006

My long lost fren...

I finally get in touch with one of classmate during primary.. It's been 10 years now.. See that 'guy' standing on the very right, that's him, Ilham Sulaiman.. I did promise to post one of his 'zmn knk2 ribena' picture.. hehehe, there u go.. Posing maut..
I was there in the pic too.. The one on the left.. Told u I was very sloppy during my primary school ;) ehehe..

Monday, 2 October 2006

Exam, exam...

PMR starts today.. Wan (my youngest brother) slept late for the past 2 weeks, burning the midnite oil.. I guess, he finally feels the fear of not getting the perfect grade and not able proceed to a better school.. However, he definitely can't go to MRSM because he 'forgot' to buy the form.. How unfortunate.. So, that makes him and I the only 2 siblings that aren't MRSM products. Akak- Kuantan, Sis Yanie-Taiping, Sis Yanti-Jasin and Bro Pian-Kulim..

Wan won't feel that much of pressure because his brother(Pian) n sister(me) only managed to get 7A's.. (Pian got B for BM, and I got B for Pend Islam..hahaha ;) PMR may not be as important as SPM but it is important for him to leave the school for a better one..I stayed there for 5 years.. I know..

Well, I managed to get quite good grade in SPM, (not good enough to be proud of), but I think I can do much better if I went to a better school.. (I had fun in that school, too much fun in fact and I love my schooldays..) Anyway, what got me motivated was only siblings rivalry, you know, the feelings where you don't want to get lower than what your older siblings got because you don't wanna feel like the idiot in the family.. And so, I managed to get in that siblings' range (^^)V Thanx to the teachers' close attention, tuition and of course, my mom's blessings..

So Wan, we pray for your success.. and make us proud of u..

p/s: Akak promises to give him an electric guitar if he gets straight A's, I guess, that's his motivation, everyday, "electric guitar, electric guitar". hehehe

Not Winter Sonata again!!!!

Winter Sonata will replace Proud of Twins starting tomorrow.. Cannot watch hunky Nicholas Tse anymore. (Another 'kingka' ;) I guess his silent way, handsome moody face and the bad boy identity make most Asian gurls drool.. ^^q

Anyway, this is the 3rd time Winter Sonata airs at Media Prima's channels.. (The drama that is responsible to start hallyu(Korean wave) in M'sia) There are many other interesting KDramas in the market and Media Prima chooses to repeat the same one for 3 times.. (So does Autumn in My Heart which will be aired on Saturdays, Sundays, 8TV, 4pm

Well, I remember the 1st time I watched Winter Sonata. It was during my Matrix year at KYPM Bangi. I wasn't really interested into it at 1st, but Ainu kept telling me what happened every time she came back from the tv room. So, I decided to watch it myself.

It was aired at 7pm, TV3 but we had to come early because the tv room is very small with limited sits plus there were many viewers to watch this TVB drama At The Threshold of An Era (starring Gallen Lo) at 6pm,followed by Winter Sonata .. And there we(Sha, Ainu and I) were arriving at 5.30, having the best seat, watching Roda Impian screaming the right answer..

I fall in love with the drama the 1st time I set eyes on it. (Well, actually I fall in love with Bae Yong Jun (the leading actor) 1st ;) Usually during the 2nd commercial break, I'll run back to my room to perform Maghrib prayer, then ran back to the tv room.. (That was the only exercise I did when I was studying there ;) Sometimes, Amal will readily open the door for me because she can hear me running form the other end;) (You are such a good friend Amal (^^)/

Since I'm so in love with the drama and I missed the 1st few episodes, Sis Yanie bought me a complete set when she received her 1st pay.. Love u Sis! That was when my Hallyu started.. Beautiful Days is the 1st KDrama I watched but it didn't interest me as much as Winter Sonata..

So here I am-currently have watched almost 60 KDramas in 4years time and still counting ;)

~Currently watching Sang-doo, Let's go to school starring famous Korean singer-Rain.

Sunday, 24 September 2006

It's Ramadhan again..

It's that time of the year again..Ramadhan.. I lurve it!!! Selamat menyambut Ramadhan to all Muslims..

It is the 1st day of Ramadhan.. and I kinda miss fasting with my friends; at matrix KYPM and UKM hostel.. Life was so much simpler that time.. Usually, I only took a mug of Nestum+2glasses of water for sahur, and I was off to bed again. As for breaking fast, we went to pasar ramadhan and bought anything the heart desires ;) (Well, not really. I'm the type who's quite satisfy with just 1 meal. No kuih-muih. Just 1 heavy meal that could easily make me so sleepy during terawikh ;)

At home, I need to wake-up a little bit early to help Ma prepare sahur for the rest of the family.However, thanx to the newly hired maid, I sometimes skip lots of chores nowadays..hehe.. But, helping Ma at the kitchen is actually the quality time I spend with Ma.. We talk a lot, plus I can learn many stuff about cooking.. Sure gonna miss this when I'm gone *weep* (ok, I admit.I'm a mommy's gurl through n through ;)

Friday, 25 August 2006

Convo

Sis Yanti n I (before we returned the robes)

Wednesday, 23 August 2006

When Sally met Milly (what??!!)

Walaupun aku bukan celebrity-takde sape nak komen aku berbahasa ape dalam blog aku ni, tapi kenela jugak tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu.. Macamlar terer sangat cakap omputehnyerrr

Al-kisahnye,arini aku exam SPA lagi di SMK Wgsa Melawati plak kali ni. Masa exam PTD dulu, start kul830, pergi kul845 baru msuk. Jadi tadi dengan rileknye keluar dari keta kul9.Tgk2, orang dah msuk dewan. Dapatla seat belakang. Dari belakang,aku nampak 1minah ni pakai baju 2lapis. Dalam hati aku berbisik, sapela yang sanggup pkai baju 2lapis dalam dewan panas ni.

Dah abih exam, aku keluar. Nak sandar kat dinding sekolah2 Malaysia ni kene hati2, kane check dulu cat byk kapur ker, nanti lekat kat baju plak. Lepas je aku gosok2 kt dinding tu,1 jeritan yang agak kuat kedengaran:

"YAYA!!!"

Maka,luar dewan SMK Wgsa Melawati menjadi saksi pertemuan aku dan Shariza Dilla (minah yg pakai baju 2 lapis tu ;). Lame tak jumpe beb. Ade 2thn kot. So'nye' (gaya Pn.Rosima,lec kimia yang garang mase Matrix), kitorang pun berpelukan tanpa mempedulikan orang ramai ala2 dlm rancangan jejak kasih.. Nsb tak menitis air mata jer ;) hehe...

Windu giler kat Sha ni.. Aku rse dlm geng kitorg yang takla berapa ramai mase Matrix tu, die lar yang aku pling rapat. B4 die msuk bilik A428, die budak bilik bawah. Tup,tap, die dah ade kat bilik sebelah.. Kitorang kuliah sme-Kuliah Grup B. Aku da perasan die mase kt bilik kuliah awal2 dulu. Sokmo duduk depan. Punye la baik..hehehe... Da msuk geng aku, Aimul,Irra, Enny, dah takdok depan dah.. ;) Ape namenye tu-ha, Pengaruh rakan sebaya ^^q

Die still lagi ngn lawak2 spontan die yg kadang kala diam2 ubi berisi ade maksud tersirat (punah dah Bhs Melayu aku).. Tapi macam kurus sikit la Sha.. Pe petua ko nih, kedekut xmo share dengan aku ek.. InsyaAllah kite akan jumpe lagi kn? 2hbSept ni die konvo, jadi, enjoy your day tau!! Kalo tak mahu continue study lagi, tular konvo pertama dan terakhir ko ;)

Overall, exam kali ni takla sesusah exam PTD aritu. Math die pun aku sempat siap sume. Paper pengetahuan am die pun banyak jugak soklan sains.. Alhamdulillah.. Sha dapat 2 kertas soklan untuk paper pe tah tadi, kalo die seludup kuar pun orang xperasan. Leh jual kat org.. hehe.. Pekan daya, beg Sha dan beg aku comel sangat..

Anyway, kepada Sha, Akis, Emma, Linda(ko pegi ke Linda?) moge2,kite dipggil utk interview plak.. AJA!!!! FIGHTING!!!

p/s: My nephew is named Wan Nazmi Hariz.. His sister is Wan Nadiah Hannah ;)

Thursday, 17 August 2006

My convocation

My convocation day.. Only Ma and Pa attended my convo.. Since Sis Yanie is still warded, Sis Yanti needs to take care of Hannah, Bro Wan is in school, Bro Pian has classes to attend to..
On the way to Bangi, we stopped by at Petaling Street.. Ma bought me a bouquet of lilies.. It's gorgeous.. ;)


I thought it would be boring and alone with no friends I know in that big DECTAR hall.. But, on the way there, I saw Huda.. My ex-housemate.. It was a big relieve to see her.. At least, I have someone to talk to..

Then, there were a bunch others that I know-members of PMFST.. We took lots of pic together.. Pity my camera was with my parents..

Anyway, I purposely queued last for my fac.. They said, the last person for every Fac, will get a big applause from the audience.. In the hall, behind us was a bunch of male students from the Fac of IT.. They were very "entertaining".. They talk bout lots of things.. Amusing things.. I cant help but laugh at it silently ;) Anyway, I did receive that big applause (^^)/

After the ceremony, meeting up with my parents, I saw Hong Keat.. He's my x-coursemate.. A very nice Penang guy.. Took pictures together.. And then, out of nowhere, I saw Sarah, my housemate.. We were screaming as if we havent met for 10 years.. I miss her so much.. She was my housemate for 2 years.. Later, she bought me a rose.. Sweet isn't she..??

Took some more pics with my parents, then off we went to see Sis Yanie at HKL..
That's all...

Thursday, 10 August 2006

Rehearsel day

(In Front of DECTAR)
From left: Emma, KakNiza, Sab, Nad, Yaya, Amy, Dura, Akis




Monday, 17 July 2006

Graduation sucks

I went into my room just now.. Saw my kebaya that I'll b wearing on my graduation day nicely hung near my bed.. And I started to think about my graduation..

The excitement of graduating had died long ago on the day I knew that my coursemates and I are not graduating on the same day.. Instead of arranging the session according to courses, UKM arranges us according to our matrix numbers.. We had studied together for 3 consecutive years and the last thing we want is to be separated during our convocation..

I have the matrix number of an FTSM student (I was offered IT but I changed my course), which is so way back from my other course-mates.. While my course-mates graduate on the 13th,14th and 15th of August, mine is on the 17th of August and I don't even know who the hell I'll be sitting next to on that day..

This is so sad. Really. And now,the only time we can reunite is on the day of the rehearsal... Don't they know that graduation is meaningless without your friends?

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