My job

Lin has gone for her meeting and I was left here all alone again. So, to prevent me from getting asleep, I thought of writing what I wanna say in my blog.

Yesterday was my 1st day in my division. After being introduced to some of my new colleagues, we went to our cubicles. (I am the youngest in my unit, or maybe in the whole ministry along with Walter, Naz and Akis.) Sorry, no rooms for PSUs (Penolong Setiausaha). My cubic is located at the very end of the office. When I came yesterday, it's more like a "pantry cubic", there were food (biscuits, cakes, mineral water etc) on the table. I guess, some did their eating there. Nothing has changed when I showed up this morning anyway. So I placed all the food on the locker nearby. My locker is locked and I have to borrow one of Lin's locker to put my handbag and valuable stuff.

Too bad, the head of my division, SUB (Setiausaha Bahagian) wasn't in, not until next Monday. No SUB means, no confirmation of where we should be located. There are 2 vacancies; Unit Pentadbiran dan Kewangan, Pengurusan Stor dan verifikasi stok and Pemantauan and Penilaian Penswastaan.The TSUB thinks that I'm more suitable to be in Pemantauan and Penilaian Penswastaan, base on my degree. But the final decision, has to come from SUB himself.

My post was previously handled by a medical doctor and it was not even a PTD post. It has been vacancied for quite sometime so they converted it into a PTD post.There isn't any senarai tugas and my immediate boss and the TSUB have to create a new senarai tugas for my post. But I doubt he'll do it in these couple of days because he's so tied up with all the current issues about hospitals and stuff. So, for the time being, I got nothing to do.

I attended my 1st meeting yesterday. I was very sleepy through out the meeting and I had to pinched myself to stay awake. I didn't know head or tail of what they were discussing about and lots of "KKM's terms" that I don't understand.

Yesterday morning, when Lin went out with Naz and Una, I slept at my cubic. Hopefully, no one saw me. I tried my best not to be seen. I slept again this morning while Lin was busy with her claim application. There's a meeting tomorrow at 9am. No doubt, I'll sleep again after that.

My immediate boss suddenly asked me about food science stuff just now. Something to do with Nufera product and I can answer it easily. Now, I really miss doing Food Science :(

Aksi2 PTD baru KKM

Farah, Walter and a whole bunch behind there.. ;)

Akis and Yaya

Walter's asleep..Ngntuk sgt agknye sbb kne bgn awal. 2nd day, he arrived at 630 in the morning!!!

Single but not very sure they're still available (^^)/
From left:Farah, Aza, Ayu, Una, Lin

From left: Naz (yg sdg mencari superman dlm bangunan), Aza, Ayu, Farah, Yaya, Walter and Akis(kt depan)

Dunia da senget sebab lama sangat pool di lautan buku..hehehe

'Pool' in KKM

My 1st 3 days in MOH weren't so bad..On 21st of Feb, I arrived at 1430, after our meeting with KSN at INTAN Bukit Kiara. (I was half awake and half asleep through out his speech. But I still did some writing during that half conscious period.)
Followed Naz's car to Putrajaya. I tell you, this guy drive so laju... Semput2 my kenari yaya nak ikut.

We were located at the HR division.And they told us that we will get our posting letter by Friday.
*Cepatnye!!*

<----(This is my 1st ever punch-card ;) On Thursday and Friday, we stayed at the library. One of my colleague kene ngorat dengan technician lagi. There weren't much we can do there. Some took this opportunity finishing the essay, some found peace by sleeping, hehehe.. Well, in my case, sleeping wasn't an option, not sleepy at all. Essay, not in the mood. so, I read the magazines, loitering around, kacau budak2 yang tengah siapkan esei, took some pictures. The funny thing was, the 15 of us, we always moved in group.(Macam rombongan Che Kiah ke sukan Komanwel pun ade jugak. Benar2 menarik perhatian orang ramai.) Some thought that we are a bunch of new staff nurse.. (What?) Friday morning, everyone was very nervous about the posting. I know I was. What I fear most is to be sent to a hospital. Anywhere but hospital.

<----- (This is the letter I received)

Selamat keje kt HQ.Akis dapat dekat HQ cawangan KL.
Bye2 Kis..Gonna miss U!!!

For the time being, I'll be driving to and fro from Selayang.
There isn't any traffic jam at all at 630 in the morning so far ;)

Where I'm supposed to be

Bahagian Keselamatan dan Kualiti Makanan

This is where I'm suppose to be working.. Suddenly, I miss doing Food Science stuff.. :(

I've been tagged..

My sis tagged me...

Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts out by telling 6 weird things about themselves on their own blog, as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you will need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list out their names. After you do that, leave them a comment on their blogs letting them know you tagged them.

I'm supposed to list 6 weird things about me...


1. I'm a drama junkie, tv addict..
Ma forbade me from going out with friends during my school years so that I'll study more at home.But I developed a serious illness instead.I seeked entertainment by watching tv.So now I am, once I start, I wont stop.Even when I'm not at home,I'll ask someone to record it for me.I wud like to thank my 3 older sisters for showing me how interesting watching tv is ;)
Most of the drama series I followed are Chinese, Korean and Japs. While others fall in love with muscular hunky Hollywood stars, I drool over skinny Chinese and Japs heroes.. I guess, it's in my genes.. *wink*

2. I'm not saying that I'm a very organize person, but I have this habit where I like to write dates on everything I bought, labeled plugs and sockets, put instructions and orders, arranging things according to alphabetical orders, colours, heights and sizes.
Sometimes, when I see the books are disorganize at the bookstore, I don't mind staying there and arrange them in correct order.

3. I hate to see mold on the bathroom walls.. yucks..

4. I ran away from kindergarten.
I was 5 back then.During recess, while everyone was playing, I packed my lunch box and sneaked out from my kindergarten.No one noticed but while I was running happily, there was this guy yang potong rumput tu, saw me. He chased me until I was in the house compound hiding behind the car.He called out for someone.My Ma opened the door, and he told her there was a kid running into this house.I got out from my hiding place almost crying.
My original plan was to remain outside the house and when it's time I'm supposed to b back from kindergarten, I'll be in front of the gate saying "Ma, I'm back" as if I was enjoying my time at the kindergarten.
Ma sent me back to kindergarten the next day and stayed there until my lesson ended.And also for the next 1week..ehehe..

5. While all the kids have bantal busuk or selimut busuk, I have teddy bear busuk by the name of Mimi Asmidar. Pa gave me that cute little teddy bear when I was 5.The name Asmidar was given to her because I love watching Ali Setan.Mimi is still on my bed right now.No longer busuk but she looks old.

6. I obsess with people's thighs..The 1st thing I do when I see a woman, I will say either "keciknye peha die" or "besarnye peha die" or "Peha yaya ke peha die lagi besar".. Well,mine are not proportionate with my upper part.I've exercised and nothing worked.When I have extra money to spend, I might consider going to MarieFr*nceBodyline to slim my big fat thighs. *laugh*

I'm tagging -

Munira, Adrian, Wan, Hizwani, Zyrin and Mala.

Tag, you're it!

"Saya yang menurut perintah"

Tomorrow's my big day..
My 1st day working..

The feeling I'm having now, is the same as what I had 18years ago..

The day I set foot to my 1st kindergarten..
I saw the unfamiliar faces judging me from my appearance..
My mind was busy thinking of what they thought of me..
I ran away the next day ;) But I cant run away anymore now or ask Ma to stay with me for the rest of the day.. Ehehehe

Ministry of Health, here I come..
The most controversial ministry of all..
PTDs vs Doctors..

I have to wake up early tomorrow, therefore I should sleep early. But I know I cant.I'll be restless on my bed staring at the ceiling thinking of tomorrow's outcome..
Anxious, fear and excited combine together..
I'll be waking up every 1 hour checking on the time, fear that I might wake up late..

aish....

"Cukup2 la tu berehat yaya.. It's time to move your a**" Aqish said. (She didn't exactly say that. I exaggerated a little bit.) She just called me just now to wish me good luck.Caayang Aqish!!

Ganbatte ne Yaya!!! p(^^)q
Welcome to the real world..

Selamat Pengantin Baru!!

Yaya and Yus

Yaya nak ucap Selamat Pengantin Baru kpd slh sorg psgn "Ji Jah dr Johor", Yusliana Ismail..
Yus diijabkabul hari ni n esok majlisnye..
Sayangnye tak dapat pergi tengok Yus. Nanti jangan lupe bawak gamba kawin tau ;)
Semoga berbahgia hingga akhir hayat...

Fetching moments

Yaya and "Ji Jah dari Johor" Yus and Zaini

Malaysia's Statue of Liberty

Yaya, Muni, Akis, Shikin

Akis, sedap nye makan

Muni and Yaya

What I did for the past 10 days

Pintu depan INTIM

I just got back from a 10day course for newly elected PTD's officers..I experienced a wonderful 10 days in INTAN Kemaman which I will never forget..
The course started on the 5th of Feb.So, we (Pa, Ma and I) spent a night in Kuantan a day before.

Selamat datang!

Arriving at INTAN Kemaman around 10am, seeing all the unfamiliar faces, I can feel the adrenaline rushed through my veins. All of a sudden, I felt excited to get to know all these people whom I had to spent time with for the next 10days.

Registration was simple. We had to do a psychological test later. In the comp lab, I sat next to a guy which I saw his name is Mohd Balkish.What a coincidence ;) Balkis, U'll b surprise to see the male version of your name.

Firstly, the food was luxurious. For someone who's been on the almost-Atkins diet for a month, I was ready to eat all this delicious food served for us ;) How nice I can eat Carbs again..

Muka happy dapat makan nasi

But, in the dining hall, there were people who think of no one else but themselves. No offense, but come on la, fikir logik, jangan la ambil ayam sampai 2ketul besar, pastu ambil lauk ikan plak lagi, sampai pinggan pun dah tak muat. Orang yang makan last2, dah takde lauk. Takkan la da jadi pegawai pun nak kene ajar lagi, "ambil lauk seketul sorang jer yer". Kalo during morning and tea break pun same, ambil kuih sampai 2-3ketul sorang. Be reasonable lar. 2 tu pun dikire banyak. Mase PAC, boleh je survive dengan 1 kuih. Berlakon kaw2 punya mase PAC.

It is a very sad thing to see people throwing away food. My parents always teach me to appreciate food and rezeki yang diberi Allah. Take what you knew you can finish. Membazir tu kan, tabiat syaitan. Kenapa kalau makanan dapat free mesti mahu ambil banyak2?

The activities were great. I had so much fun and I learned a lot.
The 5km run I did everyday before coming here really ddo me good. I always finished among the 10 earliest (among women) in every run we did.

For the 1st 2days, we were divided into LDK's group. There are 7 groups and I was in LDK 3 with En.Zaflin as our facilitator. A very nice person and very2 funny.

LDK 3

In this LDK group, we were divided once again into 4small groups. There were tasks where we had to compete against each other but for the last one, the task given needed to b done together all 4groups. It took us 3groups about 25minutes to figure it up. Another group had realize it earlier but was asked to remain silent. It symbolize ourselves in the working world where we work in different ministries and agencies but there will be lots of time where we actually need each other.

And then, the next two days were lectures about PTD.

On weekends, we were asked to organize 2 events, a telematch and a malam persembahan. We were divided into 10 groups this time. And I was in Group 1. I find the girls in my group were fun and amusing and I had such a nice time hanging out with them.

Group 1

Telematch. Sebelum muka penuh tepung

Owh, Saturday morning, we climbed Bukit Kemuning of 2500feet high above sea level carrying a balloon symbolizing an 'Amanah' we had to take good care of.

With my balloon

We practiced our persembahan which we decided to do a comical pantomime. Partnered with Yana, we became Mek Su from Kelantan to performed a funny dance (purposely done), on stage. Something I never though I would do in this life..We managed to get 3rd place for persembahan and telematch ;)

On Monday, the lectures continued for another 2 days.And then, another event management. This time, I took part in choir. I always like to sing but I know I have no talent at all *laugh*.

That night, the organizers almost fooled us. They said, there were 12 officers failed in their psychological test and were told to return home. And I saw this very tall guy among the 12, he looked very panic and almost down to tears. Damn, this cant be real. Pity them.

Well, the actual thing was, they were born in Feb and Nazri (one the the members in Group 1) was born on that day, Feb 14th. The organizer brought out a cake later.

Schweeeeeeeeeeeeet ;) I almost cry, I repeat ALMOST cry because I was closed to a few people in that 12 people they claim to have 'failed' their tests.

The next day was hari penentu. I was 80% sure I will get posted to Ministry Of Health. When my name was called out my name and the Ministry I got posted to, dah agak dah dalam hati..

Balkis got posted to MOH too. Panjangg plak jodoh Yaya dgn Akis ;) Akis, Yaya, Ganbatte!!!
p(^^)q

In this 10day course, sometimes I felt like I was treated like a kid by others. Not by the facis but by some of the participants. No offense but some treated me like I knew nothing about anything.

Born in year 84 is the youngest among 257 of us. Yes I am the youngest, I did my degree in health base that has nothing to do with management and I have no working experience except for my almost-3months practical training in a food manufacturing company. But that doesn't make me totally clueless about the real world.I have a father who worked in the govt sector his whole life and a mother who worked in the private sector. Both of them always told me the ugly part of each sector, not to make me scared but to make me ready to face it. I read, I observed and I listened.

Again, no offense, you may be older, but that does not mean that u are wiser. I know I still have lots to learn. But for that people who think that they know everything, sometimes you need to listen to people around you. You are not as superior as you think you are

Anyway, when I went home, I was surprise my weight dropped by 3kg.. Yippee.....

Berkat mandi before kul6 and bersenam di pagi hari dengan en.Ramli ;)

Nobuta wo Produce

Call me crazy. The time now is 5am. I haven't packed my stuff for my PTD course. Instead for the past 11hours, I was stuck in front of this monitor watching Yamashita Tomohisa in Nobuta wo Produce.

Another 5 hours, we(Pa, Ma and I) will travel to Abg Nazim's house for his wedding in Kajang, and from there, we'll directly go to Kuantan.

I'm crazy.I'm a sicko drama junkie.. Yamapi is so cute. I can't get him off my mind eversince I watched him in Kurosagi.I watched him before in Lunch Queen but he was in it as a small part.

I like it when his hair is black.. I like his voice. I like his songs.. I like to see him wearing school uniform and rides bicycle with his bag on his back.. My celebrity crush ;)

Nobuta wo Produce is highly recommended..The best drama ever..

It's ridiculous.I'm turning 23 this year and I'm acting like a teenager going crazy over a celebrity.. *laugh* I say why not.. If a guy of 30 still goes crazy over Siti Norhaliza or Jessica Alba, why can't I go crazy over Yamapi.. *giggle*

One more episode then I'll start packing.. teeheeeheee

Men...

Repost:
Allah telah menjadikan manusia ini berpasang-pasangan. Malam pasangannya siang, jaga pasangannya tidur, rajinpasangannya malas dan lelaki pasangannya perempuan. Kerana perempuan adalah pasangan kepada lelaki, maka Allah telah menciptakan bentuk badan wanita itu dapat memikat hati lelaki.

Bila berkata tentang terpikat, maka iaada hubung kait dengan nafsu. Jika ia ada hubungkait dengan nafsu, ianya ada hubungan pula dengan bisikan syaitan.Jadi untuk mengawal nafsu, mestilahdikawal dengan iman. Untuk mendapatkan iman mesti menurut perintah Allah dan RasulNya dan menjauhi laranganNya.

Pada mata lelaki, perempuan ini adalahsimbol. Simbol apa, ana rasa semua orang tahu. Orang lelaki mempunyai imaginasi yang nakal jika tidak dikawal dengan iman. Maka mata lelaki ini selalumenjalar apabila terlihat seorang perempuan.Setiap bentuk badan seorang perempuanboleh dihayati oleh seorang lelaki dengan berbagai-bagai tafsiran nakal nafsu.

Apabila seorang lelaki terlihat seorangperempuan, maka perkara pertama yang akan dilihatnya ialah rambut wanitaberkenaan. Maka akan ditafsirlahberbagai2 cara oleh seorang lelaki akanrambutwanita berkenaan. Oleh kerana itulah wanita wajib menutup rambutnya.

Apabila rambut wanita itu telah ditutup,maka mata lelaki itu akan turun kebawah melihat bentuk lehernya, makawajiblah wanita itu menutup lehernya. Makamata lelaki itu akan turun lagi melihat bentuk payu daranya, maka wanita itu berkewajipanlah menutup bentuk payudaranya dengan melabuhkan tudungnya.

Setelah itu mata lelaki akan turun lagi melihatbentuk ramping pinggangnya, maka labuhkanlah pakaian supaya tidakternampak bentuk pinggangnya, maka mata lelaki itu akan melihat pula akan bentuk punggungnya, maka wajiblah wanita itu membesarkan pakaiannya agar bentuk punggung tidak kelihatan,

dan lelaki itu akan pula melihat bentuk pehanya, maka janganlah sesekali wanita itu memakai kain yang agak ketat sehingga terlihat bentukpehanya walau sedikit, maka akan dilihat lagi oleh lelaki itu akan bentuk kakinya pula, maka janganlah wanita itu berseluar, kerana terus-terang pihak lelaki bercakap, walau muslimah itu bertudung labuh, berbaju labuh, jikabeliau memakai seluar, walau!nampak besar sedikit, nafsu kami lelaki akan terusik secara sepontan, entah tak tahu kenapa?

Mata lelaki ini nakal, setelah tidak ternampak akan bentuk kakinya, maka akan dilihatlah pula akan mata lelaki itukepada kakinya, maka wajiblah wanita ituuntuk menolong lelaki itu tidak berdosa,menutup kakinya dengan melabuhkan kain,atau memakai stokin yg warnanya jangan sesekali berwarna kulit perempuan, maka mata lelaki ini akan kembali ke atas,akan melihat pula bentuk tangan wanita itu, maka, tolonglah wahai muslimah,agar melabuhkan tudung menutupi bentuk tangannya yang indah pada pandangan lelaki.

Maka wahai lelaki, janganlah pula kamu melihat mukanya, kerana ia akan menimbulkan fitnah, kecuali jika kamu wahailelaki, ingin meminangnya. Jika wanita itu cukup soleh, takut mukanya yang cantik akan menimbulkan fitnah, maka berpurdahlah kamu, jika itu lebih baik untuk kamu.

Tetapi mata lelaki ini ada satu lagi jenis penyakit, iaitu mata lelaki itu akan tertangkap dengan sepontan jika ia terlihat warna yang menyerlah atau terang jika ianya berada pada perempuan. Maka ol!eh itu wahai perempuan, tolonglah jangan memakai pakaian yang warnanya terang-terangan sangat. Jika hendakpakai pun, pakailah untuk suami.

Itulah wahai muslimah, jika anda semua ingin tahu apakah dia mata lelaki itu,dan perlu diingatkan, jika semua aurat telah ditutup, jangan anggap tugas kita telah selesai, perlulah pula kita menjaga kehormatan diri masing2, jangan keluar seorang2, keluarlah dengan mahram, atau keluarlah sekurang2nya 3 wanita agar tidak diganggu gangguan luar, mata lelaki pula janganlah menjalar langsung kepada muslimah, walau muslimah itu telah menutup aurat, insyaAllah selamat dunia akhirat.

HappY BirthdaY

I would like to wish, my meterosexual-ex-coursemate-whom always-commented-on-my-dressing, Mohd Idham Khalid, HappY 23rd BirthdaY!!
All the best in life..

3years old..

Hannah dah 3 tahun ari ni..
Happy Birthday..
Mummy and babah die beli Barbie doll yang Hannah pilih sendri kt mall..
Birthday cake pun gambar Barbie. Aunts and uncles Hannah yang makan abis ;)
Tahun depan, beli kek besar lagi ek..

New Year..

Year 2007..
New year,
new resolution?

A year older, hopefully more wiser..

18years ago

Friends for life...

1st row from left:Mamat, Epul, Kyril, Kerol, Zul, Hydair, Amri, Faiz
2nd row: Mar, me, Balqis, Ina, Tini
Front row: Aqish and Waja (no, they are not a couple ;)

These are a few of my ex-secondary classmates that managed to show-up at our very 1st class reunion today at PD. The plan was quite in a hurry, so many couldnt make it and some canceled at last minute. And I am soooooo glad my ex couldnt make it either.. It would very awkward between us.

Most of them, I have known since primary school. The people I have spent the longest time in my life. Physically, most of the guys have change a lot. Some getting taller, some getting cuter and none getting more muscular.. hehehe

Mamat was our class joker.Everyone laughs at every word that came out from his mouth. My history teacher called him Pak Mat Jampuk because he likes to interrupt when people are talking.
Epul, we noticed that he is taller n gone all those extra fats..
Kyril, my fave guy, is still the quiet, full of mystery guy. He was the new kid back then and I liked to sakat him.
Kerol, my mom likes him, he's still the boy-next-door kind of guy. I'm not sure whether he's still available..hehe..
Zul, my ex-neighbour. We went to the same primary, religious school and 3years of secondary and I think we have more conversation today than all those years.
Hydair, we used to talk hours on the phone. Still a loyar buruk.

Amri, nvr get the chance to know him dat well. But, during secondary, he's crazy for Siti Nurhaliza, Zhao Wei and he had 2 beautiful persian cats. And he's a great cook.
Faiz, last time I saw him he was small, pelat and cute. And now, he's no longer pelat, tall and cuter. (I quote that from Tini :)
Waja, what can I say bout him, he's still the same old Waja we knew.Slightly taller mybe. BTW, his full name is Koroszimin Warazazihan.
I have met the gurls many of times. So there's no drastic changes there.



Through-out my life, I have 4 groups of friends. Friends during primary, friends during secondary, friends during matrix and friends during my 1st degree.. Each group with total different characters. But I like them all. They bring colours to my life. So, keep in touch and friends forever..

Awesome job done today! 2 thumbs-up for the crews!!
Amri, Kerol, Hydair and Mar.

It's Christmas again

From left: The big fat thighs, Wani, Nad, Ijan and Dura

Went to KLCC to meet my friends from UKM, my ex-coursemates..
Hang-out and exchange new stories.. (well, I dont have any new stories..No bf, not yet start my career and I still have these 2 big-fat thighs.. haha..see, I tried to hide it by wearing skirt)

My transitions of life..

A week has passed..

I have good news.. I get the PTD post!! Alhamdulillah..

I called the officer in-charged at 4.30pm on Monday..
Before I made that call, I completed all the forms which I have to bring to JAKIM for report duty. (just in case I didnt get the PTD post, by thenI have no mood to do all those things ;)

Being a PTD is something I've been looking forward to. Mainly, because I think I can contribute more to the country by being a PTD.See, I am a patriotic citizen ;) Secondly, because of it's name.Because it is known as the creme de la creme in the govt sector apart from the professional groups; Doctors, dentists etc. I know the niat is totally wrong but when you have 2sisters who r doctors, another in the process and my brother, soon to-be engineer, I cant help feeling I'm below them. At least, I can get something as glamourous as they are.
Pathetic isn't it? Being a Food Tech Officer may not be that bad, but you know how ignorant people can be, some never even know that Food Tech Officer post exists. And secondly, because of the benefits I can get through all the networking.It may not be just for me, but also for my family and friends.

Alhamdulillah, I passed the interview, then something else came-up plak.. I felt like giving-up because one of the officer told me the chances is very tipis. As if he wanted to say, there's no chance at all I'm gonna get it..Being a Food Tech Officer isnt that bad after all.. But Ma said it's not over yet,I hadnt even done anything to fight for it..
I sent my appeal letter, made some calls and tawakkal to Allah.. So now, I can let the fate decides for me.. When my appeal was accepted, then I know it is fated..
Maybe the 'something that came up' was just a tiny hurdle for me..

When I look back, at every transition of my life, I had gone through something like this..
I remember I appealed to go to MRSM for form4 but I didnt make it and I stucked at that school for another 2years, got back with my ex-bf (with a messy break-up later)
But I had a wonderful 2years of my life which I wont trade with anything else (and my spm result wasnt that bad anyway..)

Then, for my 1st degree, all my 8choices were rejected because their qualifications needed higher matrix cgpa and the UPU gave me IT for 1st degree.. what?!! IT??!!
And again, I went through the crying and appealing process.. I 'thought' I wanted to be a pharmacist and private college was not an option at all.I managed to get in Food Science and Nutrition course which I felt in love with it on my 1st day of class.. (mind you, the students were only one quarter Malay with only 3Malay males ;)
My friends are awesome and not even a second I regret choosing this course..

And now, I had to go through all that again.. The difference is, this time, my appeal was accepted.. Plus, I'm so good at writing official letters now.. ehehe...

I am a firm believer that everything that happens in my life is for a reason.. Allah knows best and this must be the best for me.. Everything in my life is so far so good, so smooth sailing.. I have no big regrets and I hope it stays this way..

Eh jap.. For that Anonymous person, thanx.. I really want to get to know you.. Well, I am now in the same boat as you were 2years ago. Plus, I dont have any young PTD friends.. hehe.. yang kenal pn, taraf pakcik2.. ;) If u are interested....

Postpone lagi..........

I should be working now and not sit by the pc and type new post..
Well, I postpone it again..
Something came up in this 3days..

Wednesday afternoon, I was told by my friend to check the M'sia's Public Service website.. The result for PTD's interview posted today.. And I checked..

Yippee!!! Alhamdulillah, I passed the interview!! I was jumping for joy, told Ma and Pa and a few close frens..

But, next day, my happiness melt like a small cube of ice being place at the Sahara desert..
The Public Service officer told me that I wont get an appointed letter
because I already received one for the Food Tech post.. That's their policy, the computer wont print an appointed letter because they were programmed that way..I was disappointed...

I'm disappointed because of the sistem they made..
I'm disappointed because the so-called 'good' system arent link to each other and why the h*** did they called me for an interview and let me passed if they wont appoint me??!!!!! Giving me False hope...

If I knew this would happen from the beginning, I wont go through all the hardship and went to work a month ago..

But I still wrote an appeal letter to the Public Service regarding my situation whether I can change from Food Tech post to PTD. I work my a** off for this one, and I deserve it because I pass the interview.
The result can b known around next week..
I was advised not to report duty today and postpone it a few days more
until everything settles..

It was a buzy day, yesterday..Informing JAKIM that I had to postpone for another few days was the hardest.It took me more than an hour to plan my words carefully.. But the boss wasnt in..I spoke to one of the officer and he asked me to write a letter and fax it today..

I wonder, what is the 'hikmah' behind all that happened..

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